home-bound flight

Nagoya/CHUBU-Kuala Lumpur/KUAL
30th May Monday
11:00-16:50
MH 057 (MAS)
6H50 NOSTP

deadlines...

orientation (security deposit refund)
exchange fair-USM-Nanzan
JASSO report
coffee hour-cutural exchange
speech III
report (final draft)
presentation
report (jap writing IV)
etc...
etc...

arghhhh....

我的心
好像有个大的石头
我的头
好像原子弹要爆炸
我的梦
好像破了洞的气球
（ 陶吉吉's 王八蛋）

大失敗！

昨日、口頭試験受けましたんです。しかし、大失敗だった。なぜなら、せっかく一生懸命勉強したのに、試験の時何を言ったのは全然分からんからです。先生たちも何か優しそうな顔して、がっかりしないでねと励まして、今回の試験気にしないでね。最近、研究レポートや色々勉強しすぎせいか、スランプかもしれない。ふうう...

明日がある
明日がある
明日があるさ...

ウェイちゃん、頑張れ！頑張れ！

はい、頑張ります！

half-naked men... backstage tour...

yep, toured the backstage of a kabuki theatre last night... all men casts... the stage settings` magnificent... especially the snowing scene... sunset... and there is this rapport between the actors on stage and the audiences during ast 3... the very last part of last night`s performance... ok lah... but it is advised that you read up the script and summary of the story before attending one... trust me! i cant even understand shakespeare, apo lagi dengan classical jap plays lah... in a nutshell, no regrets paying 3k for the 5hours (breaks in between lah) play... hikimado, dogen something something and omatsuri...

haflway through...

am in the middle of an exam actually... finished my first part of grammar earlier so here i am in the lab, checking mails and bloggin of course!

well, in 20 minutes time, will be sitting for my reading comprehension... yeah, pemahaman... havent use that istilah for quite some time... hahhah! nah, tests wont bring me down... yoo hoo!!

kabuki theatre tomorrow from 245pm till 9pm... kabuki is one of the 4 great classical performance of the japanese stage art... besides, bunraku, kyougen, and i forgot the other one lah... the play will be held at the Misonoza Theatre lah... yoohoo... all men cast... wanna know more, go read your world history book, turn to the japanese civilization chapter, i can guarantee they have it recorded somewhere in there...

turns out edward likes shamisen too... his dad plays the banjo...

running out of time... gotta go... to be continued...

muaksss...

えっと...

it has been a while...
my words dont come out straight
dont know what to say...
written letters
sent mails...
the `waiting game` follows...

wednesday...
tellin myself `take it slowly`
should i act like i dont care,
or shouldnt i hesitate no more...
taking chances & risks
i might never ever have, if i let it slip by this time...
2nd chances dont just come by knocking on your door
on a bright sunny day, do they?
fairy tale? reality? thanks to hans christen anderson...
now you`ve got this girl's value and ideals
all messed up...

Your ways are higher than my ways... i pray

but, dont you feel like shouting, `i did it my way` sometimes,
just like how ol` frankie did it his way...
arghh... it wont work if we were to do it on our own...
god help me...
helpless me, huh? can be real stubborn at times...
or most of the time...
stubborn... yep, call me a donkey if you want,
go ahead! it`s not like you`re gonna make my day any worse...

by,
sour-puss hwei
:( bluekk...

p/s: kinda fun, doin this once in a while... it's not like i'm obliged to put up a pretty face, smiling all the time... that's being a hypocrite eh... well, like it or not, this is sze hwei, ngoo sze hwei... no cotton candy, sweetie pie huh? too bad, if i've disappoint a few of ya out there... sorry ya... take it or leave it...

p/p/s: thank god, by his grace, i can never make it on my own, this far, if it weren' t for him, who watches my back in the darkest alley! thank god for'angels' who come in forms of friends, long lost friends, and loved ones... to lift me up when my wings are broken, or when i had forgotten how to flap em and fly... hmm, this world is not without hope yet, huh? amen... thanks buddies, P.I.G.s, ya know who ya are... muakss a thousand.... hugsie...

嬉しい

好きです
お前が大好きです